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Wanted

♥My dearest baby boy
♥Forever Love with him
My "KAWAI" piano
Reborn my hair
♥Highlight my hair
Dye my hair
♥Stay in EXPRESS class [1 , 2 , 3 , 4]
♥More cloths
♥More shoes
♥More bags
♥More MONEY
IPOD
New HI-5 set
Camera
DVD Player
New pair of boots
Tongue piercing
Tragus piercing
♥Lip piercing
♥Eyebrown piercing
♥Sony ericsson W980
♥Tote bag [ black mesh ,black transparent]
iPhone
Reborn my hair again
Pearl Drumset
Hunks and Babes
♥Yayarykaa ` Kakak
♥Tashaa Boncet
♥Adriana
♥Nedd
♥Aiai
♥Janelle ` Girlfrwen
♥Janna ` xiaoyu
♥EiraDora
♥Diana Nuts
♥Iqah♥
♥Shush sya
♥NanaJepon
♥Ellina
♥Syahirah
♥Shasha Bintang

Rewinds
November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 August 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 July 2011

31.12.10.
♥blogged by (ur name) on 4:00 AM.

Hello all !!!!
Its the last day of 2010
Woohoo ! Its time to party yeah ! :D


So yeah , its the time for people to sleep now actually but im just awake . (:
I cant sleep man , cause i just went shopping with bby . :D
Gt home at 12 plus uh . :D Woohoo ! Shiock siol . !




And later im going to ton with bby . (:
So this might be the last post of the day of 2010 !!!! :D
Am sooooo freaking excited !
Cause , I might be going to Siloso Beach with bby .
Clubbing too ! :D Yeahyeah ! :D



Well , i just wanna hope that everyone will have a great 2011 ! :D
I hope i will have a wonderful and great 2011 too . :D
And very soon its me and bby's 11th monthsary !
Am just soooo excited ! :D
Well , i cant wait uh . (:
So , i hope that everyone that is going out will enjoy later . (:
I am gonna enjoy later .
Hahas . :D
Take care people ! May peace be upon you guys . :D
Bye 2010 !

29.12.10.
♥blogged by (ur name) on 12:21 AM.




Okay !
I didn't meet bby today cause he keje ! ):
But i went out with my mum . :D
Had a hair cut and bought a new jacket ! Wees~! :D
Thn took some photos . (: The rest at fb . (:
I haven take the new photo of me after my hair cut . (:
But nvm , thursday i meeting bby .
So i might take new photos . (:
Well , i just very happy that my 11th month with bby is coming . :D
I just love him soooo much !
Am looking forward yeao !! :D

28.12.10.
♥blogged by (ur name) on 3:05 PM.


Happy 10th Monthsary bby ! :D
Finally its the 10th month !
Time seriously fly fast man !
Ytd had a big big thing happen .
I don wanna indicate here . Hmm . (:
So lets just forget the past and look forward for the new days . (:
School is reopening soon .
I'm not going to be like who i am now .
Don get shock cause i'm changing because of certain reason .
Some know but some don't .
Even if they know , its not the whole reason of why .
Only bby knows . I love him so much man !
I just hope that there will be a better 2011 for me .
ILOVEYOU !

27.12.10.
♥blogged by (ur name) on 2:09 AM.



Hey all !!!
Met bby today and spent time with my family and him ! :D
Later meeting him again ! :D
Going shopping with him later . (:
Bt am going for a haircut with mum first thn home cook for bby thn meet him . (:
Woohoo ! Shiock sey !
Hahs . :D
Well , hopefully there's photos later . (:

10th Monthsary Tomorrow !!!




25.12.10.
♥blogged by (ur name) on 10:04 PM.


Merry christams all . :D
Had a great day ytd with bby . (:
WE TON with some 0ther friends too uh . (:
Was having sooo much fun . (:
Hahas . :D
Another three more days to out 10th monthsary man !!
Woohoo ! :D
And after out monthsary its the COUNTDOWN PARTY !!!!
Toning again !!! :D
Yeah yeah !
Few friends are going with me and bby man !!!
Am just sooo excited and happy uh !
I just gt home nt long . (:
Enjoy man ! Hahas . :D
And not only toning . I meet janelle , her sist and her friends too .
Had some time with her and it was fun too .
Well , i just had a great day and i am looking forward to the next two happy things . :D
So yeah , have updated again . (:
I will update again the next time .
Haven's been taking photos man . Gosh !
I'm just lack of photos . :S


23.12.10.
♥blogged by (ur name) on 1:37 AM.



I can't say hello in a happy mood now .
Sry all my friends and readers .
I seriously need some advice or suggestion from you all .
First i really really wanna know this .
Do i have Depression ?
Some of them said that i have depression .
But i'm really scared .
I believe them and i believe myself for just 50% !!!!
Cause i realize sometimes i might do things that me myself don't even know .
I might hurt myself when i don even feel the pain .
Like example , biting my hand till its swallon , bruise or bleed .
I feel better when i see it in this way . :S
I dunno why . But im not crazy !
I will become that way is because sometimes i feel angry , sad or feeling lost .
Angry is when i cant do anything and i only wanna throw out my anger .
Sad is when my heart really aches and i feel like making myself numb .
As for the feeling lost , i seriously have no idea why i become that way sometimes . :S
Not only this example . There are some other example too .
I wouldn't want to describe it cause i'm afraid i might scared all of you .
But its not that scary too cause i'm not crazy . (:
Now the next thing .
I have good and bad things about US .
Bad thing first .
Why must we quarrel everytime when it's near to our monthsary ?
You said there is a minor reason and you even hint me saying that you saw smth .
I ask you what is it and your ans is only ' I'll tell you when i feel like telling '
Since you said its a minor thing thn why cant you say it ?
I seriously dunno what you're thinking and i seriously dunno if you really love me and only have me in your heart .
Sometimes you might do things secretly but you swear to me its for real .
Well , i trusted you . Cause i love you .
I believe if loving each other the most important thing is to have trust .
But everytime after we quarrel , you'll give me your best attitude and changes .
Should i trust you ? I asked myself .
But still i choose to trust cause i love you .
We even had a huge fight till we considering of continuing or not .
You ask me what's my ans .
I always reply with only a ans , ' I will always want to be with you because i really love you alot and i wanna spent my whole time just with you . Till the day you tell me to let go and you have already stop loving me thn i'll force myself to let go . '
Now to the good news . (:
I'm very glad to say that we both are okay now .
And 5 more days will be our 10th monthsary . :D
Am very happy and excited . (: Its really great to have you by my side always . (:
Next year i might be able to go home by your B**E !!!! :D
Yeahyeah ! But if that provides when your free or what uh .
Or else public transport is still needed . (:
So am looking forward to this friday , 10th monthsary and next week countdown . :D
This friday toning with bby . 10th monthsary celebrating at somewhere . Countdown will be TONING AGAIN !!!!! :D
Woohoo !!! I love it man . ! <3
I am able to spent time with bby !!!! <3 <3
So coming back to my post .
Sometimes when i smile or being happy is just trying to cover the unhappiness and sadness in me .
Though i look strong in my outer part but in my heart you'll never know how easily it gets hurt .
Family is part of the problem too . No one will know .
Cause no one will understand me and know what i want .
I don't wanna continue this anymore .
What should be said is already said .
Insya'allah next year i can and must be more stronger , happy and have a smooth year . :D
May peace be upon you guys . (:

PLEASE GIVE ME COMMENTS / ADVICE / ANYTHING GOOD YOU WANNA TELL ME . I REALLY APPRECIATE THE WORDS THAT YOU GUYS GIVE . I HOPE THERE IS . (: THANKS . (:

11.12.10.
♥blogged by (ur name) on 11:59 PM.







I just wanna act like him but i dont wanna BE LIKE him . (:

I just passby this cute boy and he's really cute . (:

My mum looks so CUTE in this photo !!!!

Happy family . ! Hahas . :D



Happy Birthday mummy ! :D
A present from me and Bby . <3





This is my tired face . I totally knockout after this .
I no i look like cacat cause im CACAT !! :D








Im just bored . :-P



If i had a son that looks soooo cute . (:

Sry guys .
I was very busy !!!
So many things happening . (:
My 9th Monthsary , Batam trip , Family outing and Mum's bday . :D
These are all the overdue pics and todays's pic . (:
I just enjoyed alot for these two months . (:
School's reopening man !!!
I've been at Bby's home for very long man . :D
We keep going out shop here shop there eat here eat there .
Hahas . :D
But i just enjoyed and i like it alot . !! (:
Monday might be going accompanying bby for enrolling his bike . (:
I can just say that we meet almost everyday . (:
I'm just LOVING IT !!! <3